Okay, i was kinda feeling down? Ahahaha, take your time guessing cause i think only i myself know the reason why. Looking through my recent post, i think i'm becoming more vulgar? Anyone realise that? I remember for the past few months, i felt so numb that i'm almost emotionless or maybe sometimes i can act as if i'm emotionless but now i don't think i can. Yea yea, we can never underestimate the power of love.

After so long, okay, maybe not that long for some of you. What i'm trying to say is during this 16 years of life i may have gone through something someone had never. LOOK HERE! i'm not trying to say i've gone through alot or whatever you all think i'm trying to show. Everyone gone through different experiences and i know about that! Hahaha, why am i saying things so clearly even when this is my blog? YES! It's through my experiences. Ohohoh, for all my haters, don't jump to conclusion yet. I've never been beaten up by anyone else other than my mother and brother(:

I'm just having some sudden thoughts, not gonna post it all up but maybe some? Or, maybe till the end of the post you also won't get anything to your head then you'll be at there cursing and swearing infront of your lappy or computer like an idiot. So, please don't do that. Seeeee, i still care for you all leh, tsktsk!

Everyone likes to gossip! Even if you don't you will want to be a kaypo (busybody) to listen to how pathetic or what a person did. I admit i gossip, just gossip to the right person and everything's fine. I don't understand why some people stupid or what always gossip to wrong people then have problems with people like that also happy.

Some people think it's childish to find trouble with people who gossip about some people. For me, i see if the gossip is serious or not. And, find out the intention why they wanna gossip about me. I know i'm not a likable person to most of you but i really don't care. People come and go from my life upteen times. Okay, i'm exaggerating. I think two hands can count already. And, people = important people, those who i think will "last forever" but they didn't. Anyway, after so long, i still remember how they bring smiles to my face. I will always remember the good and the bad times, therefore smiles slowly fade away. I can swear i smile lesser now than the past and i don't think i will ever get back. Because the experiences comes with fear.

Everything i had now, i will truly cherish till the end of the time. I will never wanna smile lesser anymore. Family, Baby and who i call Friends, don't be my experiences, be with me all the time till you or i die. Hahahaha!